★ Monday, February 12, 2007
the me..
12:40 am
since valentine's DAY's coming... gonna talk abt love again LOL~ n no, i haven found a date. lOl okokok anywayx, ppl always say.. i cannot love u. so now i gonna reply... tt is a false statement. y? cos everything we do is a matter of choice... not fate nor anything else hindering us. i also believe tt we can love anyone as long as we want to. we all start out as strangers after all. its thru time tt we develop feelings. love is e feeling of dependence. cos i depend on someone very much tt it matters everything to me, as in all the small details. tis is e power of love. love will go far if we *again* CHOOSE to accept the other party's mistakes ^^ tis is e biggestttt prob right? lol n then e prob of... i cannot love u cos i love someone else. i feel tt tis is juz an excuse of some sort. cos.. i CHOOSE to love tt someone else rather than TRYIN to love u instead. =) tts how e logic works. yes... but then u come n tell me.. we cannot conquer our feelings tt easily. no one said it'll b easy.. juz whether if u have e heart n determination, e preserverance to endure it all ^^ tts e real challenge heehee. love changes over time as we become more dependent on other ppl. so nothing is really impossible. it's all in which path u choose n how much ur determination really is.. =)
tired niaa....... wan sleep... lol ^^ niTEx
Dear friend,
i noe tt u noe who u r. i must admit tt i have nv really loved u.. LOL not in tt sense ba. but i tht for once mayb i could let myself off n give myself a chance to try something new or mayb remember my past better. yet now i guess i'm gonna keep my heart to myself le. cos i dun wanna fall. tt slight fall caught me off balance for a while. as i stand on e edge of e roof close to falling. now i noe. i'm standin inside e house already. tt sudden fear. e pain ba lol =) some ways. i guess i rmbered all better alrdy ^^ ty for tt. i wun forget it all so soon. unless a miracle happens =) take care my friend ^^ god speed...
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