m i selfish?


i guess i m


i m lost for words... becos... of wad i've let to become.. have i let regret? tis only time can tell


rain showered upon my drowning face
as the tears mingled with the pouring day
my heart leapt a saddened beat
as though somehow its waitin for something to be
yet nth came and it crushed my heart
juz like a thunderstorm from the dissipating cuts
the endless scars left onto my back
will the blood flow ever stop down my neck?
the fear the phobia who can remove
the never ending excrutiatin pain
wad the future holds... i'd never know
but one thing's for sure.. is tt history repeats itself...
so tis wont b e last... of my doubts
pray i do... for tis cycle to end
pls... help me...