reached home around 9+++ today. at night walkin home from MRT station. was drizzling =) which was a good thing. kinda of covered my tears tat were sort of falling from my eyes. or mayb i was imagining them. could have came from my heart. anywayx... it felt better to juz let them fall. ^^ somehow everything was cooler inside. had been smsing benial. read wad he say. haha. no matter how unreal things seemed to be... sometimes the truth of it all still hurts if u get wad i mean. so u can say i m not in a happy mood today. but ty to シレイタ. for my life saver =) e pendent on my neck now ^^ everytime i touch it.. or hold it in my hand.. i'd feel better somehow. ya my mood quite low la, at tis moment still. so forgive me if i say or do wrong things to ya. i'd b better soon ^^ juz dun like to b lied to nor taken for granted. yup~! its ended alrdy, no turning back. so... well.. ^^ i'm gonna b a happier gal tml ok? i promise... tis time... i pray i wun have to break tis one too..