start every entry with a happpy note!! ^^ haha this is HIROTO! x= its there to make u laugh.. at his ugliness when he opens his mouth x= LOL! yup! they r bth e SAME person x= LOL!


anywayx.. i m once again feeling down ba =) dun need worri ... i wun do anything stupid x= yet..... LOL i think. no la.. i not so dumb.. if i wanted to end all of this, i would have done it long ago.. ya u can call me a chicken =) had a long talk with my mom la seriously.. mayb after saying all those non-sensical stuff... i'm feeling much better la somehow x= lol cos i dun have much more bottled stuff inside =)


i wanna b my old self.... my old quiet self.. all my thoughts inside =) all my rages kept within.. mayb i shld start or stop e poems.. infecting my thinkin to become depressed x= lOL must b more open minded ba =) duno wad else to write.. heehee.. needs to work hard liao =) mayb can find some motivation somewhere.. haha


considering goin for the chat room thingy in IJC =x LOL! so cool la.. if it can help me.. i dun mind goin =) but i duno wads my prob i ne first place.. mayb juz go there laugh laugh then come out more refreshed?? =) i'm feeling better already.. haha


everyone's sad la i think *shit this is not postive thinking* anywayx... ppl r always happy on e outside.. but inside.. e things they go thru.. u'll nv comprehend.. =) only they'll noe ba... the feelings inside n within =) so forgive ppl who arent themselves once in a while.. dun get agitated or wadsoever... u'll have ur moments too ^^


lets c... tats abt it ba =) had a great floorball match .. lOLx i hope i'll change to become a better person =) i need help.. but i'll try =) lol...