★ Friday, March 20, 2009
Just felt like it
1:38 pmAll over againunder the night sky, i saw the stars
holding onto the never to be dreams of mine
sometimes i keep asking myself
in this world, am i really alive?
dark clouds that turned to cold rain
mending the cracks on the ground that no longer bled
i really want to know
if i were to stretch out my hand... what will it be able to reach?
on this soon to end journey
i never thought that i needed anyone else
till the day you left me
and everything shattered.. like how it once had
i dont understand why... though i was the one who got hurt
at my end... all i really felt was pent up regret
to know that i was never good enough.. to fail another expectation
how miserable it is.. to be a human.
now i no longer wish to turn back the time
for i know that... no matter how hard we tried
nothing would have changed
because at the end of the day.. you only left things to fate
on this soon to end journey
i never thought that i needed anyone else
till the day you left me
and everything shattered.. like how it once had
but now i'm no longer weak
if once it had hurt, i have already forgotten
but i know no matter what
i'd never, ever let myself fall again.
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