★ Monday, March 16, 2009
emo is me
11:56 pmi have no idea why! but i m utterly depressed~ i think it's over the mag issue! i duno~ my heart really shattered~ >.< cos somehow i guess i know i wont be able to get the previous issue... Dolly~ *sigh*
the wrong one came and i had been so looking forward to it. not only that it wasnt exactly cheap! if i were on better financial terms i wont have mind paying for another one, the correct set, but as u can see... lately i'm not really financially stable and i have like alot of other payment loads.
sometimes juz cos i dun say out my problems doesnt mean i have none! n to think that i've been spendin so little on food already~ *sigh*
to people who r reading this, u guys may think that i m a petty girl. for having to complain over such a small issue. or maybe... i shld say petty over getting depressed about such a minor issue.
but to me.. who hasnt been having the best week of her life... and had been facing some problems internally... getting the final crush here is like an equation that states to me... u r doomed and doomed! ya that's e impression i get.
the last straw to cheer me up has just disappeared...
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