★ Friday, August 01, 2008
12:31 amtoday had been one of the worst days for me so far =) alot of things happened.
firstly.. was talking to my boss~ then... i shld have left already but went into a discussion abt my pay =x so when i went down.. i missed the bus. i have no idea why but i called the cab when i could have taken the bus. then call cab instead of going JP or JE~ i said SIM~ = = wt... anyways ya i haven gotten my pay n i spent like 17 on cabbie fare~ > < *sighs* i mean~ i didnt know wad i was doing too. the journey to school let me think thru alot on my current status~ yups.. i needed the time.
so ya went sch~ then i was surfing th sch portal... guess wad~ i have law classes cancelled in sept n made-up in AUG~ and its juz no ORDINARY aug~ its on 23 aug! 2-5pm~! this really got me upset~ i had been sooo looking forward to the Natsu Matsuri in yukata =( now i thinking twice about buying it = = sighs~ and i got upset when someone told me i wasnt fated to go tis yr. can make it, juz later n maybe not in yukata~? its like so unlucky...
then during lesson... i received an sms from hy, asking me if i remembered Qing Rui from sec sch. i was like ya... wassup? then i got a shock when i saw the reply. "i heard that he passed away 2 days ago from cancer. its so sad." yes.. i got a shock. he was my partner in sec 2. we were crappers. together with Rocky Law <--- his real name... rich kid. yup. n juz 2 yrs ago i saw him in M.I. although we were no longer close buds, makes the pain lesser ~ but... i m still in shock. to think that this frend of mine will forever be a memory and that's all there will be. no more hearing the voice the laughter etc. death comes n goes so quickly right. sadd. at least he is no longer in pain~ hope he found his peace.
yup~ pretty bad~ dun wanna talk anymore abt bad stuffs ~~ tml fri again~ *sighs* time flies...
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