★ Sunday, July 27, 2008
10:09 pmlets start from the beginning...
I MET HATSUMIII aka MIRA-CHAN YESTERDAY! ^^ loL~ she scared the hell out of me when she bumped into me la > < ~ omg she so cute~~ *wanna pinch her cheeks* i feel so old next to her~~ <--- age is getting into me!! *sighs* ^^ doesnt matter =) more days of nice chats to come!!!
next... my sister got chosen for some japanese student exchange programme! > < *lucky her!* so we'd be hosting a jap girl over the national day weekend =) lOL~ will be busy tat week!!!! *dies* so ya.... =) hope it'll be fun too ^^ and, she effing gets to go japan!!!!! GRrR! freak lucky~ LOL! fukuoka i thinK~~ or was it hokkaido? i think its either one. she was saying somemthing about miyazaki~ some town in somewhere.. =x yups.
work again tml~ actually i realise there is alot i wanna blog, but the words are lost right now LOL! so will do it once it gets back into my head~ i shld start curbing my spending. it is getting scary seriously~~~ > < LOL!!!
my mom cut my fringe for me > < its ok la =) a little more on the side n i'd end up with a heart fringe! nt like i mind~ *kinda like IV's fringe* > < Lol now its slanting =)))
haiya! getting exasperated with something~~ =) but nvm ba. saying it wont help here <--- dont smack me! cos i know its true. sometimes saying somethings to certain people will give the person weird impressions or thoughts n all~ i dont wanna be mocked nor laughed at =)
my pride killed me again sometimes i m really thankful for some people sticking by my side =))) loL~ some people whom i know i can count on even though we are not talking much online/sms etc!!! some.... XD after a while, cannot make it le LOL~~~ very sadd~~~ but its no one's fault? *dont lie... its always someone's fault* okokokok~ XD
bento outing!!! ^^ cant wait. i feel like a need to go out again, with my frends and all~~~ but suddenly alot of people i want to n need to go out with!!! my schedule doesnt allow for that! > <
and freak, i juz remembered i got school tml! i'd try to meet up with everyone soon okays???? =)) promise! ^^
i want my PRETZEL CUM CONFESSION OUTING!!!!!!!!!! WHEN IS IT!!!! *dies in wait* lol =)
now~ pic spams!
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i like my top!!!! ^^ heehee
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personally this pic was my most fav of the day~ =x
ahH~ doremidan again~ =) sangatsu is still killing me.
冷たいこんな雪は、雨に変わってく
二人出逢ったのは偶然だったの？気がつけばいつも理想と現実
境界線はもう無くなっていた
アタシ達って回りから見ればどんな風に見えてるの？
ついていけないけど「惚れた弱み」なんですか？ 三月の雨は私に降り注いで
涙との区別さえもつけられない程に
繰り返す日々に想い寄せて焦がれて
何時まで待てばいいの壊れそうだから
教えて… 冷たい眼の裏で時折見せる笑顔も今はもう忘れたいから… アタシのことあなたから見ればほんの小さな存在でしょ
分かってるけど「そんなこと無い」と言って
悲しみの雨はまだ降り止まないからもう少しだけそばに居ること許して あなたが思うほど人は強く無いからこのまま朝が来ないで欲しいと願った
バカだね…今さらながらこんなに辛いならばいっそ出逢わなければ良かったなんて
溜め息ひとつ零して心の窓曇らせないでどうかこのままで
何処へも行かないで 三月の雨は私に降り注いで
涙との区別さえもつけられない程に
繰り返す日々に想い寄せて焦がれて何時まで待てばいいの壊れそうだから
教えて…
朝の光りに怯え全てを呑み込んで
あの日々にはニ度と戻れない
傘を持たずに彼は部屋を出て行った
春の風優しく頬をつたう
冷たい眼の裏で時折見せる笑顔も今はもう忘れたいから…=) personally i like the imagery of the rain and sadness relating to each other~ with the thoughts of tears n all etc, =) LOL! ya my brains full of words to form lyrics, but is juz lazy to type it out =) maybe next time when i feel like it ^^ and the piano is so easy to fall in love with > < =))) wanna master this song! =)
what else? right now nothing much. i shld start working on school and projects soon = ) lOL~ if not sure die this sem. i need to do well =) *self pressure is bad* but okays~ tats it for now =)
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆
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