★ Wednesday, October 10, 2007
fuck this life
10:54 pmway to go man~ i think i juz successfully managed to make the whole world hate me =) hoorays to me! i'm the winner man~ what did i do??? hmmM~ i think i juz hurt a lot of people's feelings! not only that = = but that's not the point~ i think lately i've been quiet and distancing myself. like there isnt anything much to talk to anyone anymore~ then again~ it could be my stress level. feel so stressed out lately =) haha~ quite bad! thanks to the macflurry i had on my way home today! at least i managed to loosen myself =) was running through songs in my phone. from the rock ones to the noisy ones to the slow ones to the soft ones~ none of them managed to lighten me~ i feel so damned... and shocked... i duno y~~~ juz so tensed up~ haix~ =)
guess its part and parcel of life ya~ parcel sounds too nice~ like a GIfT! haha! okok~ that's all~
oh~ i just realise that i'm like the 982372362735725362563548711634877112th piece of strand in this whole thing called LIFE CIRCLE~ =)
usagi|unagi|ukapi~~~ ありがとう!ずっとずっと友達ね?=)
一緒に遊びよ!寂しいね~
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