★ Wednesday, October 18, 2006
a fake smile
11:57 pmseriously.. lately hasnt been a good time for me.. i mean i got happy times i got sadd times ^^ alot of stupid farnie stuffs happening altogether so i need some time to re-adjust ba. haha realise tt no matter how upset, disappointed or angry i get, as long as i can have some time slone to figure things out, think thru, forget... i'd b feeling better =) ^^ so nothing much of a prob ba. juz tt i noe ppl around me r gettin affected by alot of things. mayb its e haze, the exam stress... or mayb its juz me? ^^ but wun touch into tt part today. juz managed to psycho myself to overlook e hurt i felt when i noe abt wad some ppl "do" so i need to stay cheerful~!!!! ^^ but i need to specially thank ppl here. cos my mouth too thick cant say it in front of u guys =)
1) sh!Ty - ty for those stupid convos via sms n in sch n all ^^ haha although we dun share much of my probs with each other, somehow juz crapping with each other helped me alot in tis period... ^^ find me anytime k bitchmate~! ^^ *winkz*
2)kei-chan~!!! - hai hai~! sashiburi da ne~! =) anata wa o-genki ka? =) ashita ganbatte kudasai ne =) hey yo dude... really wanna thank you too for all these while hahaha ur silent companion ^^ dun worri nor think too much ok... wait... on second thoughts.. u MUST rmb to think of my everyday okie~! ^^ haha
3)a-sha - my dear... i'm still waitin for my COOKIES~!!! ^^ hahaha although only got to know u better recently.. ty alot ya =) anything wan say i'm available to chat with ya =) take care...
4)zhizhi - u ar.. better take care hor.. dun cramp so much things inside tt u explode nia =) u've got us all supporting u all e way de... u not alone ^^
5)da jie - ah gor ar.... ^^ e haze now so horrible go make sure u sleep earlier hor. n watch ur HEALTH~! ^^ hmmm next time too sianx nothing to do feel free to sms me =) i'm available...LOL~!!!! =P *dun think too much ar... tsk tsk*
6)neth-chan - ah boi... study hard n dun stress le k? ^^ live life with NO regrets~!
ok tts abt it la. its in no order of importance wad so ever de k. n i know alot of ppl i missed out here in e list... but u're not forgotten ^^ juz right now these ppl i wanna thank haha spend everyday with u guys somehow hope our frendship will wear thru the storms tt r coming ahead ba =) dun wanna lose any of u all. ^^ hmmm oh... n if u r wondering wad i'm doin... as thou i'm writin a death note... I M NOT SUICIDAL~! OKIE ^^ =) take care guys n good luck. when i got more time to elaborate then i will ba =)
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