★ Friday, July 07, 2006
fuck la
8:30 pmfuck it la... parents arguing again. no make it dad screamin his head off... with my calm n silent mom. but then not tat i tink she shld go argue also... freakin la... hear him shout can send my heart race 100 times faster. cos i can nv predict wads he gonna say... if i gonna hear his "talkin" everyday.. i m so gonna die of emotional distress. now... i'm still scared... nvm. mayb its all gonna end soon... i hope... was abt to blog about other things.. but guess... i guess... i was being to naive... unpredicted things always happen in life.
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