★ Sunday, October 02, 2005
wishin
2:14 ami wish upon a shootin star
in the dark gloomy night
u came into my life
bringing hopes of glory of fire
tired running in the sunlight
i kept thinking about the endless summer nite
hoping i can c ur face
with the winter's storming light
no matter wad u say
i'll still feel sad
cos u stepped into my shadowy form
of tilting figures and endless checkers
i run to ur side
in a rush to abide
without considerin the other parts
of my important life
u say u do
i say i dont
was it all a mistake
where faults falter
and runs clatter
on the stony pavement
of orange rubble
e midst of the time
where stars continue to shine
the moon's guidin friend
of hard times
difficult to come by
dreams cause disasters
to an empty soul
where life continues
to ever grow
in my world
of make believes
i refuse to wake up
to the dawning reality
tat life must go on
no matter wad happens
though i want to stay with u foreva
the clicking hands
of the running meter
i m a hypocrite
living by the lies
where nth matters
as long i have u by my side
but i know it will only b time
when i have to say good bye
no matter how much i dun wan to
i juz wanna live
quietly
as raindrops platter
i pray hard
most of the time
prove me wrong
pls do i cry
these tears will nv b washed away
with wad i have given u
i will nv get it back
bcos its all i have
to release
dun leave me empty
pls
in my hollow shell
where the waters enter
and leave in a quick splatter
and they'll nv be filled once again
for nth will come in
to replace u
as i continue with my life
till i die
i'll always rmb
this small little time
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