★ Saturday, March 07, 2009
off the record...
2:31 amL4D was a good stress buster for me~ >.<
no matter what gotta get up later to go out for studying again~
oh ya guess wad.. i missed mr postman = =~ okay i wasnt home la, mr postman was missed and i gotta collect my stuffs on mon~ *sigh*
what's the depressing catch. i may not be able to get my iTouch and wont be able to fulfill tat part of the I WANNA DO SOMETHING BEFORE I HIT 21 thing~ reason? sch fees *dies* but it isnt confirmed how i'd sort it out, so i might juz be able to get it after all. but at the same time i've gotta really control myself and compromise on alot of things. 1 for eg, my diet. LOL! really need to save up on tat. cant eat too extravagent anymore. no more exp exp starbucks etc. cos transport already add up to 90 per month. then i got bills, and then give sis and mom moolah, then savings for trip, then personal savings~ yups. >.< then cosplay stuffs need get, also the Melacca trip~ must save for that too. >.<
*sigh*
money sucks LOL! or personal desires suck~ =)
shall stop here for now. if i go on somemore i may turn this post into something =x you wont wanna read lOL~
nights~
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